Hey to all you read my journal im me at some point for some news.

Chemistry is going well, kind of killing me because it is everything that one learns in Chem I in about three and a half weeks! I have an exam on Thursday which I am really nervous about. I actually like my chem professor, in fact I like him a lot! In fact, I like him a little too much. He is about thirty and is really cute in the teddy bear ( Read more... )

So I think he is finally out of my life and its okay. Joe and I had a massive fight today online, which was just kind of stupid. I ended the im saying something on the lines that everyone was right that he is a selfish arrogant asshole and I am better than he is. The thing is he knows its true as well. He has told me that I am better than he is ( Read more... )

So I am finally pretty much almost unpacked from my sophmore year of high school. Going back to North Branford, hits me in a hard place sometimes. I feel kind of torn. I love NYC, I love living alone, I love being in an urban environment. At the same time school work was killing me, I was loosing faith in so many people and everything was ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: July 2

Your birth on the 2nd day of the month adds a degree of emotion, sensitivity, and intuition to your life ( Read more... )

Again, I have been very very bad about updating and I am sorry. I figured I would let you all know that I am alive and well. I think I might bullet point my update, and try to organize it. Wow I really am anal about lists and crap....whatever it makes it easier for yall to read ( Read more... )

I always look back and feel so bad for not writing at all. I am really bad about the whole updating thing, and the sad thing is, it is not becaus I am too busy. I guess I will go back to my bullet point methodology atleast for right now ( Read more... )

Why did these past two weeks have to hate me so damn much. I am so sick of crap coming my way. I did not get Drew's internship and the shitty thing is last year I was wait listed as well. I just feel like a failure. A failure who is trying so very hard not to drown. Blargh...gotta go finish my paper.
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So I keep telling myself that everything is going to be okay, but I am still nervous. I just had my two interviews to become an RA for next year. I think they went well, or atleast I hope they went well. At this point all I have to do is sit back and wait. I mean I have tons of work to do, it is just that I have a lot of things that I am going ( Read more... )

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