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It was sad, he thought. The things men carried inside. The things men did or felt they had to do.

There must be something ( Read more... )

It is about trusting, and it is about learning to forgive. It is about growing and accepting change, taking responsibility for change. It is about learning, and growing together and apart. It is about finding yourself. I feel like I am finally finding me.

It is most importantly to me, passion. We hold the passion in the palm of our hands.

I just feel like....

...FUCK...

...sometimes.

I don't believe this is really how it is supposed to be. I still believe.

OK, in two weeks I have had TWO old man thirty year olds hit on me and give me their number. Number's that I never asked for. Each with really bad game by the way. One wrote a note to the girl I work with asking if I had a boyfriend and wrote down his number. The other guy hit on me in the grocery store and used the jalapenos I was buying to start ( Read more... )

...I'm tired of being in love, because love does not love me back. And I'm tired of waiting, but I'll wait some more. It's like a calender event of who gives in first. You always win. So standing tight in my best brown shoes, I'll swear to God it was the last fuse. In the end, it's you on my mind. I can't rid myself as the memories unwind. 3 days, ( Read more... )

I just bought the book "slash." I love autobiographies/biographies of people associated with rock n roll. They make me want to live more adventurous.

I feel like I am fifteen again. Not in the since of feeling like a kid. I feel fifteen in all the wrong ways. I think I repeat to myself over and over again a few times a day, "I am strong, I am strong, I am strong." But then here I am, in my room alone, all fucked over in the head. Only being 19, I think I haven been through more than most people ( Read more... )

“I wish to persuade women to endeavour (sic) and acquire strength, both of mind and body, and to convince them that the soft phrases…delicacy of sentiment…will soon become objects of contempt” -Wollstonecraft