I am really bored right now and am just blowing time before I have to go to work. My stomach and liver hate me right now...what a surprise. At least i wasn't completely unproductive last night. I study for my bio class for like the second time this semester. I met with my bio professor yesterday and she gave me hope so i figure I should start ( Read more... )

today sucked. More than yesterday. Which I did not think would be possible considering how sleep deprived and hung over I was yesterday. But, apparently it was possible. My dad's side of the family is dysfunctional. More than my mom's side. Which I did not think was possible either. Every single friendship I have I never thought possible. The point ( Read more... )

This past thursday I went to the dentist, had two cavities filled, started laughing while the second one was being filled because it hurt really bad, was told by the dentist that there are therapists out there for that kind of problem, and gave my car to my sister. That's right, I could only hack it for 7 months....but at least I will have some ( Read more... )

going to seattle was probably the best thing I could have ever done for myself. I left misunderstanding a lot of things, angry, and depressed. And I came back open-minded, happy, and looking forward to whatever is going to happen to me next. Feeling sorry for myself and walking around pissed off takes up too much energy so I'm done with that (well ( Read more... )

Today is the day I was "supposed" to be born. I am going to seattle to see my big, pseudo brother in about 5 hours. Amanda and I made hair doin' history last night. Tesa and I will go smoke a cigarette now.

When did life become so routine? I feel like I do the same thing day in and day out and I know if that's how I feel then I need to change something about my life but I don't know how to change it right now. I go to school and work full time...I don't have time to make my life more adventurous and less tedious. I don't know...but one thing I do know ( Read more... )

My diet the past couple of days has been coffee and cigarettes...therefore, my piss smells like coffee...that's was probably very unpleasant to hear but I thought i'd still share. Everyone in my house tries to relate to me and thinks they have the right to give me advice or tell me they know exactly what I mean when they've never experienced some ( Read more... )

I haven't been able to fall asleep at night for the past four days. Last night I didn't fall asleep until 4am or a little after and I slept through my alarm and missed my 8am biology class...which I am extremely mad about, seriously. When I'm really happy and I feel like things are going my way, I can't stop wondering when it will come to an end. ( Read more... )

Hellllllllllllllooooooooooooo!!!!! School is good. Work is good. Roommates are good (well, you know, relatively speaking). Life is good. Saw my mom for about half an hour this weekend, visited soem friends from back home for a little bit. I love all my classes....really interesting and I don't have to fight with myself to get out of bed in the ( Read more... )

The worst thing going on in my life right now is that I have a cancore (sp?!) sore on the very bottom of my lower left gums...it hurts like fuck...but a little cancore sore is the worst thing going on right now...it's amazing. Now I just need to work on not wondering when all of this will end.