So i just went on one of the worst dates of my life. So I meet this guy on myspace(what a surprise the date was so bad) and it says he's 5'5" and his pictures aren't clear so I should have known I probably wouldn't be attracted physically to him...but nonetheless i thought I'd take another venture into myspace dating and give this guy a chance. ( Read more... )

I saw The Exorcism of Emily Rose yesterday with my mom. I have never before cried during a movie, not because it was sad but because I was so fucking scared. This movie made me want to go to church again. For those of you who don't know, this movie is based on a true story and a letter Emily wrote to her priest after her failed exorcism stated she ( Read more... )

I stood up today for the first time in 2 months!!!!!!!!!!! And I'm allowed to learn how to walk on one leg!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!! WWWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHOOOOOOOO!!!!! I'm so happy....but scared too. I've never felt so tall in my entire life...It's like I went from 3feet tall to 5'8" in 2 seconds...it's so bizarre...I've never ( Read more... )

I had the craziest, most non-stop weekend than I've had in a long time. My brother Timber came down for the weekend. We went to snooty sausalito on saturday and made fun of all the middle-aged, rich white people, walked around and I had Kona coffee ice cream for the first time...sooooooo good. Sunday i saw all my broders peeps for the first time in ( Read more... )

I'm a lazy ass who sleeps 12 hours a night. This seriously needs to end. And my cat chance the cutest most precious thing in the world is curled up next to me. Sometimes I feel like elmira cuz I just suffocate any animal that shows me tthe slightest bit of attention...hahaha.

I'm warming up to the new haircut surprisingly fast. I still wish i had my personal stylist here...and not just to cut my hair. I miss you panda bear ( Read more... )

Today i got a hair cut at a salon. now i know that doesn't sound out of the ordinary but it is for me for two reasons. 1) I usually get my hair cut in a bathroom by Ms. AmandaJ and 2) this was the first time I've ever had my hair cut while in a wheelchair. Ok so my point is, I'm pissed off which i expected and I wish amanda were here to give superb ( Read more... )

I really really hated my job today. I'm so fucking tired of doing and redoing everything and constantly being told that what i am doing is wrong. I'm finally starting to stress out about this weekend. background info: My sister is graduating, My dad is coming here, and I will be seeing a lot of family and friends that i actually like but all of a ( Read more... )

and then I came out of hiding ( Read more... )

So I went to my grandparents anniversary party and got drunk like I said I would....but I did so in the company of my 14 year old cousin...who I'd never had a real conversation with until last night...over a bottle of california champagne (sp?!). It was actually a much more pleasant night than I had anticipated. I saw a lot of extended family that ( Read more... )