Ugh I'm @ school right now listenin to some LaunchCast radio on yahoo messenger....it's pretty cool but eh it could be better at time....at least I don't have to listen to like 5 mins of commercials ever hour like I do on cookeville ghetto ass radio stations......I need to get some XM radio! Hell YEA 100% commercial free......I think thats worth $ ( Read more... )

Well I'm at school again (finally) I skipped tuesday and wednesday....Tues to try to go job hunting without much luck and wednesday cuz they had dudes checkin cars in the parkin lot and i didn't wanna get my ass busted for cigarettes.....that woulda been not cool @ all....anyways.....Rachel asked his friends and as I thought......as far as they ( Read more... )

Well rachel wasn't here @ school today so I don't get to find out what whether or not she found out bout u know who....I wish to god i could just ask myself but I am too afraid of bein made a fool of....I'm really not sure at this point in time but eh I guess time will tell what happens....I think I've decided to go do home school next year rather ( Read more... )

Ok weird ass subject, no? Well there's a reason for it....this is pretty much what life has come to at the moment....the good is that I got to spend almost the whole week with jessica :) she may not have been home the whole time but I like chillin @ her house and just gettin my well-deserved/needed vaca from the house....the bad is that I'm back ( Read more... )

Ok someone put a comment in my last entry and I'm wondering who it is cuz obviously ur reading my LJ.....so please tell me who u r and y u sounded so surprised at what everyone else already knew before I even told them

Uh let's see life is seemingly ok except for me being stupid.....I'm way too afraid of approaching the person I like Craig Kutcher. I mean I have talked to him a few times before but it seems like I can never talk to him for too long. I dunno....I'm stupid because I'm afraid of rejection....I dunno whether he's str8 bi or gay but I wanna find out ( Read more... )

I'm at school right now really boring....i just finished my 1st mid-term here and it was ez as hell.....now I'm going on websites I shouldnt be able to get on from school but see thats what proxies are good for....and stupid school officials that don't know shit about the computers they set up....not to mention the networks they setup lol....life ( Read more... )

Yah that's about how I feel right now....I'm kinda happy but not really....it still kills me that Marissa is gone....ever since I redid my remembrance CD and added the song jess wanted on hers Josh Groban - To Where You Are it has definitely made me think about a lot of shit....I really don't wanna be in this hell hole that they call life but I do ( Read more... )

Jessica, you don't have to worry about me doing anything because it's what everyone wants me to do. The only time I do anything anyone wants me to do is when it's asked of me. I don't conform to what everyone thinks I should be. I honestly do what I want to. It's really weird though, the way you've been feeling, I've been feeling exactly the same ( Read more... )

I guess evidently a few hours ago my cousin, Marissa Di Stefano, died in a car accident....which btw is only a month after my grandpa James Di Stefano died. Life sucks right now, I don't know what to do. This is just becoming too much for me, I can only imagine what Jessica is going through as she was closer than I was to both Grandpa AND Marissa, ( Read more... )