so i recieved a text from him at 8am this morning. :) it was a nice awakening. i just always get so smiley through out the day because i dont know, its like a high school crush im telling you! i just havent felt this way in awhile but i dont wanna jinx myself or end up too overbearing. we joke around a lot & i told him to write me a song & he said ( Read more... )

i waited all day for him to talk to me. leave me a message. anything. but i had to make the first move..i couldnt help myself. it was 1030 pm. so i did & we have been talking for 2 hours. we always have the longest conversations & when we start we cant end it. like last night, we were tlaking til close to 2am. idk, all day i just thought "what was ( Read more... )

"I came to this world with nothing
and I leave with nothing but love
everything else is just borrowed"

wow. so weird how things can change within a matter of days...im completely flawed by what to think at the moment...im crushing nerdly on two boys right now (& its not the boy in my previous entry) but they are so very different & so very wrong for me. i will proceed to mention the biggest pros & cons about both. they both are so incredibly funny ( Read more... )

so today started out very lazy...went to my friends and just sat and comforted him while he was hungover & waht not..then smoked a little & got some food and went back to his crib and ate. then we met up with his friends and smoked a blunt & cruised.i cant tell if his friend likes me or not, always makes jokes to me & does stuff thats very little ( Read more... )

"Everything that was important to me
Didn't matter to you
And you didn't try didn't try to get in bed with me
When I turn my back you were with someone new"

i wanna move to the city & just get high off life. embrace every moment of it...i feel like i dont appreciate life enough because i'm not on my own & everything ive ever known has pretty much been handed to me. i want to be independent & work for the roof under my head, the food that i digest, and all of my surroundings. i wanna live it my way & ( Read more... )

-stop being so critical about myself, embrace every flaws.
-getting high before photography class is the best...but terrible when it comes to getting shit done.
-fuck boys.
-livelivelive.

i hate snow. i hate itttt! when is it going to be summer already??? i hate snow bc im so bored and i ahve nothing to do today & i cant go out because im snowed in. ugh.

today was quite fun...kind of interesting. worked this morning & made shitty tips. whatev. then went to plaze to meet up with boys at the bar & just strategized what we were going to do tonight..we decided to get up with some bud and take a little cruise in my car. this one kid is always such a douche to me, but i know he's joking but still. hmmm? ( Read more... )