well today was an ok ish day. im really bored. everything has been pissing me off lately. every night i cry myself to sleep and i have no idea y. its really bothering me. but w/e crying is healthy.. or at least thats what people tell me. yea and mikey just told me that he doesnt want to sit with me n e more @ lunch and thats the only time i get to ( Read more... )

wow im so0o bored. yesterday i went to the movies with mikey.. it was funish i guess. i miss katherine so0o much already! yea.. yesterday i went to the physco lady person and i was there 4 like and hour and a half. she asked about my background info and if i had a b/f and whats bothering me and y i was there. the lady was nice.. i go back next ( Read more... )

.. im realllllllly mad cuz me& my bestest friend in the whole world arent allowed to talk to each other or hang out or n e thing. idk what im going to do w/ out her. shes really the only one that really knows me. shes the only 1 i have ever trusted to be able to tell her n e thing. i hate katherines parents!!!! my mom thinks im a troubled little ( Read more... )

Im like realllly pissed right now! Well Katherines whole family hates me right now.. like a couple days ago katherine was getting text messages that said that iw was from me& stuff.. but i never sent her n e texts and there is no record of it on my fone of me send her n e thing.. and then she said that she reaplied back to them and i have no record ( Read more... )

Today was a great ish day. last night me& mikey were on the fone and we feel asleep on the fone together.lol then this morning katherine called me & woke me up but i really dont care. Then i went online and talked to my peoples and stuff. Then when brenden called me and said "i hope ur happy" thyen he hung up. so i had katherine call him to see ( Read more... )

well today was a good day. i went to school like always and i feel asleep in a couple of classes cuz i didnt go to sleep until like 5:00 A.M. im really tired. after school i took a shower and made plans with mikey and katherine. we went to the movies.. i guess it was ok.. jk it was great! we were gonna c hide and seek, but then we couldnt cuz we're ( Read more... )

... i really wanna fkn kill some 1 right now!! i really need some 1 to talk to b 4 i go emo (er)! i called katherine, but shes @ some gay drama thing.. mikeys there, jason& other people.. i dont no what to do!! i hate my family!! gosh! i cant think of n e 1 else to call!! i cant really say y im as upset as i am right now, but katherine call me ASAP ( Read more... )

im so0o stressed right now.. well i started likeing mikey switz and right when i start likeing him i find out that he asked out this girl angela. that might bother me, but its not on the top of my things that bother me list. & right now im talking to kenny & hes really not making it n e better saying that im pathetic and shit.. im just sitting ( Read more... )

yesterday i went to the St. Marks carnival thing with katherine..! we didnt go on n e rides, we walked around looking for hot guys, but there were like none.. but then me & katherine saw a band playing & OMG!! the dummer was so0o fkin hot! i would do him SO0O hard! lol! He plays the drums so0o good and he sings really good too! i took a few pics of ( Read more... )

Wow im so bored right now..! i reallly need to get friends. Yea, i guess im getting my over my sadness depression thingy. Ive been being a lot happier than i was b 4. and yea katherine, u made my life a lot easier than i was b 4 (u no what im talking about)! i love u! Yea, i dont really like johnny that much n e more, we dont talk or n e thing, its ( Read more... )