It's crazy ( Read more... )

When/why have I become the enemy? This isn't right. This isn't how things are supposed to be.

I just want my best friend back. I see her everyday but I miss her so much.

On June 18th, some of the family came to see me ( Read more... )

June 6-7-8, one of the best weekends ever ( Read more... )

So here's what gives. I've wanted to/meant to/tried to update this for weeks now, but the actual act hasn't been performed. I have proof, too. I've been writing down thoughts about significant events on scrap paper. Really! So, I'll go in order. I'll put down real dates, so ignore posting times ( Read more... )

You could live a better life, if you had a better mind and a better body.

Pretty much my mindset. Oh, and my "fortune of the day", which an hour ago said that I'll be hit by a bus.

I keep flipflopping about South Africa.
I want to go, but I don't want to leave and then have to re-find my place back at school. I also don't want to be in debt for the rest of my life. But am I already past the point where it even matters? I'll be paying forever anyway...
But I just really want to see Jess and everyone graduate, too. 
What's most ( Read more... )

Today was a cute day, though all I've done thus far is sit at Miller Library's circulation desk as Alumni filtered in and out. I have become an expert restroom navigator. I probably should have dressed better?

I just love how all the Alum, though old, aren't close minded people! They were obviously the open minded and "learned" people of their day. ( Read more... )

Honestly, even when my ass was skinny and guys actually called me back, I still didn't like myself as much as I do now. 
But I wonder, overall, if that's for the better.
What if what I'm turning into is lonely and okay with it? I'm home right now and I'm being super critical of my friends. I think I'm being honest and actually telling them where they ( Read more... )