why .....

why is the big question that keeps going through my head.....

why....

why do i think the way i do? why do i care so much? why do we fall in love? not we why do i? why do i fall in love? why do i try and make friends....with guy? when all i end up doing is falling....falling in love....and then fall into depression...this always happens.... ( Read more... )

i read this in my annthropology book.....

1. Women display a greater tendancy to ask question...."at times I felt that all women did was ask question," and "several of the female-male conversations fell into a question-answer pattern with the females asking the males question," Fisherman.
2. Women are more likely than men to make utterances that ( Read more... )

see, when i get the strength to leave
you always tell me that you need me.
and i'm weak because i believe you.
and i'm mad because i love you.
So i stop and think that MAYBE
you can learn to appriciate me
Then it all remains the same that
YOU are NEVER gonna CHANGE

i feel.....

i dont know exactly, i feel as though my world is slowing down, like there is no reason to get up in the morning, nothing exciting is going to happen, no one is going to call and want to talk, no one cares. .....i know most of this isnt true but its how i feel....i feel like i need to do something drastic ...to change and make my life ( Read more... )

wow.....i had a busy weekend.....heres an update.

Friday, October 6th,
I drove home after class let out. when I got home I took a shower and then got ready for the night time. Around 4 pm I went and picked up Kelsey and her and I went to Northern together to visit the Marching Band before the game, we ate with them and then got to listen to them play ( Read more... )

what did i do. why cant he just talk to me. what did i say wrong. why do i have feelings for him. again. should i not feel this way. the dance is tomorrow? and i dont know what to do? why is this happening. why cant he be honest with me. why did he say one thing. and tell me another. .......i just dont know? im going to bed? more later?

xoxo? 

IM COMING HOME TOMORROW~~~~~HOMECOMING IN TWO DAYS............................

and kyle bought my ticket today!!!

if you want to write....yes i mean with a pen and paper....you can send me letters at

302 Harrison
Kalamazoo, MI 49008-5274

today i was late to class......i couldnt find my belt, so my pants are loose, i couldnt find my iPod so i couldnt listen to music and its raining and my unbrella is in the car!!!!!!     AHHH BAD DAY

RACHEL BLANZY BEAT Amanda IN CHAIRS!!!!!!!! YEAH RACH!!!!!!!!!!!!