today after i got out of class....i drove to the appartment where i met sarah, anna and faith where we then got in annas car and drove to grand rapids, for the CRU fall over night~ on the way we stopped in and hung out with their friend amanda who lives at a private college. it was nice to meet her, shes really nice. then we heade to the hotel ( Read more... )

this morning around 3 ...emily rolled in with this guy named Paul...who i thought lived down the hall but actually lves in Bigelow...anyways he ended up spending the nigvht.....and he slept in the same bed as emily.....kinda weird...especailly since she told me the next morning that she wonders if he likes her and hope he doesnt cause she thinks ( Read more... )

today i had that urge come to me that i needed to call and talk to shawn.....so after talking to carly and kyle ....i made the call.....i was like some akward 6th grader....but i talked to him...he hasnt changed one bit.....he is still a cocky smart ass 9th grader.....and he still talks about lauren....but im glad i talked to him, now i can move on

this is from my myspace layout........its my favorite quote and it brings tears to my eyes everytime!

I HATE THE FACT I LOVE YOU,
I HATE IT THAT I CARE.
I HATE YOU FOR NOT KNOWING THIS,
I HATE IT YOUR NOT THERE.
I MOSTLY HATE OUR MEMORIES,
THAT MAKE ME CRY EACH NIGHT.
I HATE HOW ALL THESE COME ABOUT,
EACH TIME YOU ARE IN SIGHT.
I HATE HOW WHEN I SEE YOU,
MY ( Read more... )

& the more he ignores me...
the more i adore him

i get sick to my stomch at the thought of losing you....

live every moment like there will never be a second chance

live, love, laugh

a perfect match,
you & me
a perfect match for
eternity

dance in your underwear
run through the sprinklers
act weird with your best friend
& just be crazy because life is
too short ( Read more... )

LOVE YOU

One morning you will never wake up.
Do all your friends know you love them?
I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered
if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships
that needed rekindling or three words needing to be said. Let every one of
your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't ( Read more... )

T: a story to tell all your college freinds
T:  what am i?
T: a story
B: no
T:  a memory
T: tthats alirhgt i dont want it to sound like i care what you think of me.
B: im sorry
T: i dont want it to sound like i would ever put myself in that situation with you again.
B: thats not it
B: i dont know what to say
T: dont say anything

i feel broken....dont peice me ( Read more... )

On saturday i made the mistake of kissing kyle.....it confused him....but i was leaving his house after the fair around midnight and it was DOWN POORING with rain....and he gave me a hug and when i looked up into his eyes ...it was like the world around us stopped ...except the rain...it was one of those moments that you cant pass....so i kissed ( Read more... )

Today, Wednesday, September 20th.....
I got up and went to class Anthropology first than History then lunch, then homework, then back to the room to watch ER, then education class, then dinner than homework then anthropology discussion (which go tout early) then went to the dorm and watched Pirates of the Caribbean (actually listened to it) while i ( Read more... )

wow i have so much to write except i dont know where to start.....um this on is going to be a long entry....

Friday NIght, September 15th 
Emily and I got a dressed up and then went out to Applebees for a belated dinner. We talked about everything. It was nice, anyways after dinner we headed back to the dorm only to find out that we were the only ( Read more... )