well wow today is a good day for the most part......this morning as i was leaving my dorm room i noticed down the hall that a boy was leaving same time....he started walking a ways a head of me and then was waiting for the elevator....so i contiuned to walk and watch and i noticed that the elevator had come and he got on it but i never heard it go ( Read more... )

Universal Bad Day

wow so just about everyone ive talked to has had bad news to tell me, or how they had a shitty day, or week or month for that matter, and i can say the same....
today i felt like shit...i mean im pmsing but still i felt bad,
on top of that i watched ER and it was really really depressing,
so it made things worse.
then i called my mom ( Read more... )

i keep wanting to type but i have no words...its not that im depressed or anything i just feel like my mind is blank...nothing sticks....is this good or bad....i do not know. i want things to be different....but then again i dont. i just dont know.

1. Leave her cute text messages.
2. Kiss her in front of your friends.
3. Trust her over everyone else.
4. Tell her she looks BEAUTIFUL.
5. Look her in the eye when you talk to her.
6. When she crys do whatever to make her smile.
7. Forgive her for her mistakes.
8. Look at her like she's the only girl you see.
9. Hold her hand even when you are around your ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish time would just stop so i could catch up with it....just give me a day to figure out my life and everything that is going on, let me realize that i am in college and not just driving home for the fun of it.  i nned some way to stop time so i can realize that our group isnt the same....we have all changed within a shot amount of ( Read more... )

your gone and i dont know hwat happened....i wanted to help and you wouldnt let me...i waited for your call and it never came...you said you would come...and you never made the trip....all i wanted was to see you and you wont even let me....what was this big thing, that you got yourself into....why couldnt you just tell me...all i wanted to do is ( Read more... )

I HAVE INTERNET ON MY LAP TOP!!!!!

wow so i really REALLY want to come home this weekend but i cant cause i have stuff going on Friday night so it would be pointless to leave and then come back....so i have to wait another weekend and acutally im not coming home next weekend either as far as i know ...but i do plan on comeing home for the st. pats fair know matter what cause i want ( Read more... )

...Everytime it seems i close my eyes....all i see is you....when i go to think about something.....all i think about is you....when someone calls my name.....all i hear is your voice....i wish we had more time....i wish things were different...

...i layed down to sleep last night and layed there for two hours just thinking about how we could have ( Read more... )

why is this so hard to say but easy enough to do....why do we wait so long until its way to late. i would never want to hurt you, i just want to make you happy, and i would also never want to hurt anyone else either. when you look me in the eyes i feel my heart melt into pieces....and when your  lips touch mine... i know that deep down inside i ( Read more... )