I moved far away from the place I grew up. To be with the man I love. Not like the others. This is different. But lately things are starting to be more confusing ( Read more... )

i miss you.

I miss you, i think about you alot ( Read more... )

I miss you. My mind is riddled.It is almost a full 2 years now. The time is moving. Althought it feels like it was just yesterday. I Love you. I am really doing the best I can to move past this. But everything brings me back to you ( Read more... )

my everything is about you.

fuck,
i love you,
happy birthday,
i miss you,
self control
takes too much
i want you back in
life.
fail.
different love
not as strong,
miss you too
fail.
ignored.
tears.
this is hard.
i don't know what to do.
tear.
no sleep.
no substance controllable.
no sleep.
months, years.
this is hard.
its like it was yesterday.
i love you.

I'm falling ( Read more... )

i love you ( Read more... )

so heres how it goes i spent the weekend with him as a total booty call... yeah as it sounds. but it seems to have worked some kind of magic. it was beautiful an sweaty and hot.. and i woke today and decided that the world is a better place. and that this is a better thing. hes gone. well not completely. but it doesnt hurt like it did. i think im ( Read more... )

i wish sometimes i had a god to pray to, because godess knows i want to make questionable decisions with you.

you taste like i remember.