This is really hard. I thought I was going to be able to deal with it and I am ( Read more... )

My mom believes that your life changes every 7 years. I don't remember anything from when I was 7. I went to my first show when I was 14 which introduced me to Steve and colleen and created a life for me that I could only of imagined. now I'm 21 and over the past year, I've pretty much spent it alone in a big city. I've learned about myself to the ( Read more... )

I started bi-polar and depression medication about two days ago and I'm already amazed. I've been avoiding medication for years because I was nervous it would make me boring or something like that. But now that I've had two days of feeling happy and I mean like normal person happy I'm completely stoked I have more energy then I have ever had. oh ( Read more... )

tomorrow is my 21st birthday and I'm feeling really really lonely.
i just wish my friends were here with me.
but whatever.

To Whom It May Concern ( Read more... )

I drew a self portrait yesterday. I didn't think I could draw at all because I've never really tried. but the portrait ended up looking really good. It gave me confidence which I needed. I'm just hoping that it will help me get into art school.


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I liked you better when you were warm and allowing me to explore your amazing assets. Now you are cold and frigid but don't worry I still like you. wink wink

I haven't posted anything in well I don't know ( Read more... )

i hate life.
Cool huh?

Life's blows!