ive tried to do some spiritual searching, i went over to a church and tried to look for God there and i came out with nothing, i tried next a budhist church and still came out with nothing, lastly i went to a mosque and still came out with nothing.. but as I started my way home I looked in my heart and he was there all along...

im developing i shouldnt be having, but if just feels so right.. i want to take it away but i knw it will be a waste if i dnt at least try

i love it, i asked for one palm now i have two hahaha i was talking with my cousin and my bro asking them where i can buy a palm and then they ended up giving me both their palms hehehe damn, i love the fact now that i have an organizer.. shit it really helps you organize your life hahaha oa naman, but it does tottaly, now i know what and when i ( Read more... )

Damn sat was another unplanned day... krister, jay and i went to town and drank and via mare.. then things got fucked and then things got happy afterwards.. it all ended up with us having a slumber party!!! hahaha yeah we slept in my house with other friends that we found in town and we got fucked up til 5 in the morning at ma crib! what sucks is ( Read more... )

im so happy tod! ive seen changes again after my work out tod, prayer works b4 a work out! hehehe

time waits for no one, you either live with it or get life behind...

my God! i got a an a+ on my 1 page essay! it was a frikin miracle! im so fucking happy now cause of that, it tottaly boosted my moral.. and to think that i got the highest in the class which are full of scholars from even ateneo <-- the loser school except for my friends who are there, damn.. i must be intelligent but i dnt knw it! haha

alcoholism still get going in me.. ive been drinking for 3 days in a row, i realy hope i dnt get fat.. gym on the other hand has been seeming repetitive, im kinda getting sawa at the fact that im not seening any new changes again.. i knw it takes time, but i realy am very impatient so i hope things realy start changing again... i realy do, i dnt ( Read more... )

the alcoholism has come back.. i hate it, i hope i dnt get fat again because of it.. i just can't stop it.. i realy feel lonely now but not? i do not understand, i knw life has more surprises for me.. but i cant w8t for them that long, im a very impatient person.. hello? life? wuts next?

lets join together to make our world a happy place, there is fighting everywhere we look.. its not only in all the wars that are happening but even in each single on of our lives.. lets all let peace be our guiding light to find happiness in each of our lives.. let love to everyone be our air to fill our lungs.. stop the fighting, understand and be