SOoooooo... I got up this morning... and I smiled as I rolled out of bed.

Well, first I was all like "FUCK!" b/c it was fuckin 4-o'clock in the morning and I really didn't want to be up and out of my warm bed & I was having such a wodnerful dream I coulda stayed inside of it all day...

But after all that passed, I smiled..

Because for the first ( Read more... )

...knock me out every time they touch me.

My life sucks....

Angel and I are no longer together...

Almost 3 1/2 years is a long fucking time...

But we coulda made 4... or more...

I am hurting... but I am healing...

Every day that I wake up breathing is more than I could ever ask for...

Meanwhile...

This plays in my heart...

The Lovers -- Ginger

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x-posted from MySpace

I'm sick tired of all the rapid influx of over-consumer-itis going around, so pleasantly being masked as "holiday cheer" and I'm challenging you, my MySpace 'friends' to put your money where your mouth is... =)

Read my latest blog, an article re-posted from here and pick your favorite charitable cause from the list (or pick ( Read more... )

I've temporarily 'stolen' this idea from ( Read more... )

...but leave that blanket around you, there's nowhere else safe...

Not for anyone but myself... but I think things will be ok.

Everything in life takes time, especially things that cut you deep... this is one of them.

C'est la vie my friends.

I've got to struggle and live my life.

I've been seriously thinking about suicide ( Read more... )

When I was work the other day, I heard a song and it reminded me of you...

Now I keep hearing it wherever I go...

I think my skin tingles when you're in town.

Hinder -- "Lips Of An Angel ( Read more... )

I don't usually re-post things such as interesting facts or tidbits and whatnot... but I just ran across this story on my Yahoo! mail page and couldn't help but spread it around...

Kudos to women... military or other wise.

It's about time you got the freakin' respect you deserved!! <3 <3 ( Read more... )

Just popping in to say, yes... I am alive... and, yes, I still read my friend's pages and check up on everyone... I just don't post much anymore ( Read more... )

Because I always try my damndest to make them hate me after I disappear... I don't want to be friends, or even aquaintances... it's infintely better if you just hate me.

So... go on now... hate me... you know you want to.

Blue October --- Hate Me ( Read more... )