So, this has been the longest, I believe, I have gone without posting. So much has obviously changed I won't even bother trying to update this. I am happy, sitting on the couch with Matt, watching George Lopez. Speaking of "George", he is great and running around here somewhere. I am going to try and update this more and see where that goes.

Exactly one month since last time.
I have a headache.
I need to give George a bath.
I want to get high soon.
Single.
Spring is here.
Summer is close.
Taking a year off or more from school.
Cannot wait to move out.
Cannot wait for warmth.
Cannot wait for money.
Cannot wait to get it all.
Cannot wait.
Cannot wait.

So, here I am again...obviously bored enough to somehow stumble back to this site and decide to post an entry. I really enjoy reading the re-caps from one entry to the next so here it is. In the eight weeks since the last entry I have realized the following things ( Read more... )

Well, it has been a deep minute since I last updated and I am, to say the least, very much different from those past entries. I have been modeling my life after the book, "The Secret" and it has changed me immensely. I have a new, positive, amazing outlook on life and I feel so perfect it is insane. I couldn't be happier and I couldn't be more ( Read more... )

I really miss Cole tonight. I just want to get over him so bad. I can't though. I miss his face most of all. I just miss having him with me all of the time. I miss talking to him. I miss holding him, touching him...loving him. I miss him so much. He won't even talk to me now and I understand it. I cannot believe that things turned out this ( Read more... )

Well, I have been at my new job for a while now. It is going really well, I like everyone and the money is good. I am not looking forward to school, which starts in less than two weeks. I am kind of nervous to start actually. Life is good, no complaints so far. I have been working a lot and it will be nice to have a day off, which I will have ( Read more... )

I'm all alone in the house tonight. Mom is staying the night at the hospital with grandma and Alison is of course, at Ben's. The "Golden Girls" just came on so maybe this night isn't going to be as lonely as I imagined. I feel pretty random tonight. I also have this weight resting in my chest and I don't know why. It is one of those things ( Read more... )

I am sitting here watching Oprah and wondering what I am going to do tonight. I decided to go apply at a different restaurant and since I got the job I just quit my old one. Now I have a week before I start training. This will be nice, I get a week long vacation from everything ( Read more... )

Good God. Life is so nuts. The Fourth of July is tomorrow. June has come and gone in a blur of emotions, life changes and growth, set backs and steps forward. If I have learned anything from the last entry to this it would be that life is charging full speed ahead and you have to jump on or get the fuck out of the way. My life has made a ( Read more... )

Tomorow is so close. I am going to be so happy to see Cole and to have school finished with. Things are about to go crazy.