do you think this is how I wanted it to be? how I wanted it to end? did you ever stop and consider that it hurts me as much as it hurts you, that I might even be lonelier than you? Did you ever think that maybe all that dress up was as much for you as it was for me? that I am childish and petty enough to want to make you jealous while I hang off ( Read more... )

I had found myself waiting…again. Time seemed to fly by me as I stood at that doorway just waiting. Sometimes what I was waiting for, didn’t even show up. Sometimes I’d only catch a glimpse. But for some reason, I was addicted. Maybe it’s because living in other people’s lives made me forget my own. For some people it’s television, other people ( Read more... )

This is the story of a girl. A girl who, almost religiously, deletes her old journals to start over anew. With this said, it should be ironic that her name brings to most people's minds, not the beginning of something, but the middle. Of the week specifically. Wednesday in fact ( Read more... )