What if what I want is right in front of me?

But I really don't have the energy to try. I'm tired of being the one to always try. So I'm taking a break and sitting this one out and what ever happens happens.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house ( Read more... )

I hate being attracted to girls!!! They can be so fucking aggravating and cruel. I rather never date another girl or just be alone for life then to have to keep dealing with this shit. So fuck it...I made a choice in my life and I'm sticking with it and I'm not going back now. I'm moving on with my life and not even you will stop me, not this time ( Read more... )

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My finger feels so weird after having the stitches taken out. Still hurts more then I expected, but at least they're out and I can type better now and take a shower without a plastic wrapping my finger.

I can't sleep, I hate not being able to sleep.

I feel like everything is crashing down around me.

-Tina

FUCK YOU!

Every day is a test and I guess I'm surviving, but I'm not sure I want to survive.

In three more hours, I will have been awake for twenty four hours ( Read more... )

In a book- in a box- in the closet
In a line- in a song I once heard
In a moment on a front porch late one june
In a breath inside a whisper beneath the mooon

There it was at the tip of my fingers
There it was on the tip of my tounge
There you were and I had never been that far
There it was the whole world wrapped inside my arms ( Read more... )

I finsihed bottle wine to myself. mmm...so good.

I feel so nice.

-Tina