I hope you truly did find the path you where looking for and I can only continue to love you. I respect your decision and I can only wish you the best. However I will never support your cause and I pray that this will not jeopardize our friendship.

Deciding where you must go in life is like stepping into a dream, where lifes boundries are an infinite illusion. Yet those boundries are only a facade, until you decide to step out of the dream and build the stairs.

Stop making empty promises, because one day I may stop believing you. Your making me feel as if you can't keep your word to me. If you truly do feel bad for half the things you say, then please do somthing about it. I love you and you know that, so stop hurting me again and again.

I'll be honest, I feel as if I have an void that needs to be filled in my life. The kind of love that I cannot recieve from my friends. I need a man to love and just share in our thoughts over a romantic night. However when that happens, there will no longer be a need to search for a clean shirt in a dirty pile of laundry.

I haven't posted here in a long time. Hmm life updates...well for starters my externship at the homeless clinic is amazing and I am loving dentistry. I am planning on finishing my bachelors degree in the next three years or less but after this semester I may only go part time and see what it is like to have a social life again. There are several ( Read more... )

I don't no why but for some reason I have a new appreciation for life. Everything is within a glimpse; however in order to substain my view, I need to relax and enjoy the scenery.

Call me emo..whatever..I am fucking done being nice to people. Some people just do not care enough when you care for them. I thought about so many things and why I remain nice to others. Yet now that will be diffrent. If you constantly lend me a cold shoulder then expect ten times that when you need me. By then, we are most likely not friend's.

I feel strange..I was just seriously contemplating joining the air force for a second....now it is pizza rolls. Oh the joy of the FK Library.

If you were to pit 100 random Bull-Dykes vs 100 random Leather Bears in a fight. Who would come out victorious? Too much Pride going on here folks.

After so many attempts to quit smoking I have come to the realization that it is time to stop. I do not know why but I have this feeling that it is the right time. I will be doing this cold turkey and I will make it happen on my own.

Dear LJ the time is 8:31 P.M. and the date is March,30, 2009.