I was in bed, planning on going to sleep, when my heart just surged. All of a sudden I realized that my life is very beautiful ( Read more... )

I read the most gorgeous thing yesterday in my Shakespeare class. It's from The Winter's Tale ( Read more... )

Dear Livejournal,
...
Sami and I just watched some gross porn.

Love,
Josh

p.s.
Damn you Lily Thai. You are not the muse of my song any longer.

What is it that's burning away inside? Night after night, I try and put into words those feelings that build up to bursting in me by the end of the day. I've been giving up recently, going to bed knowing that I'll wake up in the morning feeling as if it were all a dream ( Read more... )

Some time ago, maybe three or four years, my youngest brother planted a seed in the backyard. Soon it grew into a little plant, a weed of thing really, and, every time before I went to cut the grass, he would tell me to be careful not to mow it over. Though one little haphazard nick would have stopped this to-be tree in it's tracks, I was careful, ( Read more... )

I talk all the time about quitting my job. There are few things I dread more than an eight-hour shift at Wonderbook on a Sunday. There are few things that can make you feel more soulless. As I was saying to Brian when we were working today, the only thing I like anymore is drawing cartoons to pin up in the counting station (I'm quite proud of them ( Read more... )

I've felt so very down. I can't seem to make anything in my life work, and I'm terribly afraid of failure. I don't know what else to say. I feel absolutely awful right now.

The birds shit endlessly outside of Wonderbook and Video. Once again my car is covered in bird shit. It was all I could think of after leaving work tonight. "Dammit all to hell, they shit everywhere ( Read more... )

Has anyone ever told you that there soul was tired? It seems like kind of a silly, flowery thing to say, but I'm tired, and it's not my body that needs rejuvenation. At first, I chalked it up to winter; there's many a therapist out there who would probably say that I have "seasonal depression". Tonight though, I can't put my finger on the cause or ( Read more... )

America goes through the month-long Christmas routine every single year. Dusting off traditions, we cherish and yearn for the holiday season, and I can't seem to imagine our lives without it. At the sime time however, I, like many other people I know these days, can't seem to be moved by it ( Read more... )