I'm having second thoughts about this Kaplan gig. I don't know. It makes me feel like an adult. I don't want to grow up! at least not yet. I was hoping I'd make it out of college before I had to, at least. But jesus christ, in four (!!!!) days I'll be twenty, and that's pretty much being an adult. Also, for Kaplan, I'm actually being paid ( Read more... )

What do you do when you finally realise that you have turned into a dumbass pot head who has wrecked his future, and destroyed his present life? You keep doing it. You smoke endless amounts of pot, you work as a shitty pizza delivery guy, and continue on your inevitable path to flunking out of college. So, I would say that I'm a complete fucking ( Read more... )

I wish I could sleep well at night, and also that I could carry the weight of the world on my shoulders ( Read more... )

Listening to old Everclear, specifically Sparkle and Fade, makes me feel like I'm the right age at the wrong time.

Holy shit I'm a hypocrite; if someone else wrote that in their livejournal I'd think it was the stupidest thing ever.

I'm cute and I smell great all the time! I love me!

oh my god, i'm flunking out of hampshire, again. i'm not getting an eval in my cs class because i handed in the final late. but i mean come on, it was only like two days late. god. and now i have twelve more pages to write before four tomorrow and i FELL ASLEEP AND I AM SO MAD AT MYSELF FOR IT. i should have just stayed up all the way through ( Read more... )

I may not have exactly had enough experience with the ends of semesters yet to say "the end of the semester always gets me down" but I have reason to believe this will be a recurring theme, so I'll say it anyway: the end of the semester always gets me down. I'm worried that this will turn in to the type of livejournal I wrote in high school if I ( Read more... )

Today I go back to Hampshire. It's about time. I miss Katie too much.

Oh hey there's a cardinal right outside my window on a tree branch right now! That's pretty awesome.

In other news, this past weekend I:
1) Had a rather unsettling sleep schedule
2) Smoked a lot.

I'm home for thanksgiving! I'm looking forward to a week full of wanting to get out of the house!

In other news, last night was practically the first time I've slept alone in about three months and it was difficult!

Why don't very many people seem to understand the concept of "refilling the ice cube tray?"