My dad died six years ago and I'm starting forget what he was like because it hurts too much for me to think about him.

i just read that at onesentence.org

i'm afraid of that happening to me too.

18 days short of 1 year...

i just joined netflix.  recommend a movie for me to see.

last night was my dad's birthday.  we went out to dinner.  i wonder when we're going to start talking about her and not avoiding it.  this is going to be a colossal breakdown in 2 months.  2 months from today.  i feel it coming.

my brother had his twins friday. they're beautiful and healthy. lucy is smaller than lily...only 5 pounds 5 ounces and lily is 5 pounds 14 ounces. they look like perfect little baby dolls.

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Your Score: The Devoted Lover

68% partner focus, 38% aggressiveness, 50% adventurousness


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the little blonde girl...yeah, that's fergie. how come i didn't know this?

i think i try so hard to "fix" things between me and shawn (try to make the friendship that i want) because she is a trigger.  yes, things make me upset, but then the feelings i have when i get down are so overwhelming because i'm still dealing with my mother's death.  but then it's a catch 22 because when i get upset, she is still the one i want ( Read more... )

we're going to do a musical theatre night for a drag show.  it will probably have to be separate from our tuesday night shows, but it's going to be awesome.  we're doing la vie boheme, and i was wondering if anyone had a video from the broadway production (any cast).  i do on my old computer but it's busted right now ( Read more... )

i do still love her

Comment and I'll give you a letter. Then you have to list 15 things you LOVE that begin with that letter. After, post this in your blog and give out some letters of your own ( Read more... )