Being everyone's puppet, takes a toll on you sometimes, I am being pulled in all different directions.... Its not a state of depression, just realizing the circumstances at work are never going to get better, just get worse.  I think what pushed me over the limit was the fact that she had to say Alyson, u know you are on probation.... I was sick ( Read more... )

I don't know anymore, what I should feel. A part of me, wants to be the caring daughter, who is there for her father, but I just can't... I really can't.. does that make me a bad person?

 often wonder how did in the world I get where I am today.  Six Years ago, Janine do you remember  when I first met you at OSA, what was I like?  I remember.  I was trapped in my shell.  In a bubble, hiding from the truth.  Scared to open up.  Intimidated by Yol and Michele.  Had friends that controlled me back then.  That was at 19.  How did I get ( Read more... )

Life is about learning and growing. As a person  if your righteous you never have to change only improve on your strengths and make your weakness strengths. We can never be perfect but that doesn't mean we should settle for less. (agree)  --> I'm at a point in my life that happines will be easy to gain and keep. (I feel the same way) But no matter ( Read more... )

many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.  to handle yourself, use your head; to handle others, use your heart.  anger is only one letter short of danger.  if someone betrays you once, it is his fault; if he betrays you twice, it is your fault.  great minds discuss ideas; avergae minds ( Read more... )

When I first met you, I could not stand you.  Your curly hair, your voice, everything irked me.  Yes I was known as the candy store, supplying gum to people who I thought were worthy of it, but you were not worthy yet.  Something so small, I carry in my heart to this day.  You see, you were not only my best friend, but my everything.  From those ( Read more... )

Last night I saw the documentary Sicko by Michael Morre about the United States Health Care System.  It is a controversial topic because high public officials have screwed it up for the American Citizens (like Nixon and Hillary Clinton) .  She lost a vote in me after seeing that documentary.  The documentary demoralizes

I am not a party animal, but I do enjoy going out to a party every once in blue.  In the recent years, I broke out of my shell and now I am doing something that I always dreamed about in my early days, that is traveling the globe.  I guess at the age of 26, I ask the question do I have it all, not quite, but for the most part everything is in tack ( Read more... )

Alyson Ivy Brown was born into the home of Lawrence Jay Brown and Meris Joy Brown.  Alyson led a productive life.  She received 10 Lifetime achievements awards at the age of 19 and was part of Labor History.  Those who came in  her contact with her said she was the most giving person you could possible meet.  Always had a smile and looked to the ( Read more... )

The hardest thing I did this year was go visit someone I love in the hospital.  When Shirley advised me that Linda collapsed in the street on the way to work and suffered a brain anursm I literally burst into tears.  I could not handle it, I did not want to believe it, but it happened nonetheless.  For weeks I did not want to go to the hospital ( Read more... )