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so its been a while.
as per usual and my life is falling apart ( Read more... ) -
well
i'm probably jumping the gun on this
but im feeling a little bit better
i dont know why; im tired
i have a lot of hw to catch up on/do
and most things are still out of control
but i guess since i've just been trying
especially hard to get it all in control
i feel a little better? idk... i guess we'll see
im trying to think positive, help reinforce -
whatever.
life fucking sucks.
so much for friends.
thank goodness for family. -
well.
money sucks.
but things are looking up?
i guess we'll see. -
well.
everybody's got somebody but me. -
oy.
life is so weird.
i dont know how to feel anymore.
i want to be angry, but i really just want to be
happy.
relaxed.
refreshed.
occupied.
loved.
peaceful.
these are words i no longer know the meaning of.
its sad. im only 19. where has all the fun gone?
im not working. no school. no nothing.
life sucks, i hate to say it, but it does.
for right now.
im hoping ( Read more... ) -
bitches
its so hard to live with other girls.
especially when one is nice and the other is not.
and most especially when you can't speak up.
its so hard, to be so upset, so angry, and be too afraid to talk about it.
everythings already so bad, will it make it better? worse?
i'm at a loss, and feeling like the chicken shit i am.
but what am i supposed to do ( Read more... ) -
you make me wanna
scream
thats all i want to do
i cant stand a single thing thats happening in my life right now
but i guess ill find a way to make it through
we shall see
theres a girl i want to see
that i missed while in PSL
i hope her life is going well
and if not and she needs to vent
call, text, message! i'll be here <3
