so....this sux....i think jesse's leaving 2morrow....i dont want him 2 fucking go...he seems so fucking kool....i wanted him 2 stay 4ever!!!!!!!!! i was talking 2 him and gabby last night....then my mom came home and made me get off the computer...i wanted 2 stay on and talk 2 him...cuz idk when i'll b able 2 talk 2 him...if i ever do....i wanna go ( Read more... )

ok...so...i dont really feel like udating....so...if u wanna know what happend 2 me over the weekend...just go read gabbyz lj...lol....so...yea...BYE!

ok...so obviously...my plan didnt work...i couldnt ditch 2 day cuz i have 2 disect in biology....i know what ur thinking....but...yea...i HAVE 2 disect...cuz if i dont....i have 2 write a fucking esay...and i dont wanna fucing do that...so....if joseph gives me a ride....MY PLAN SHALL WORK 2MORROW!!!!!!!!!!! BUAHAHA!!!!! ahem....n-e who....my day ( Read more... )

woo....2day started out great!!!!! i saw ryan this morning...and that made me SOOOOOOOOOO happy!!!!!!!!!! so...yea....my day was good until like......4th period.....then gabby told me that jesse is moving back 2 arizona at the end of the school year....DO U KNOW HOW FUCKING SOON THAT IS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? ugh!!! it just killed my day ( Read more... )

ok...so....loner again.....used 2 it...dont care...wha eva...moving on....so this guy jesse...never met him...never talked 2 him...never even seen a pic of him....suposedly hes a cutie (according 2 gabby) but...this thursday (if i find a ride) im ditching the whole day...and im going 2 austin 2 meet him...so....if n-e one wants 2 give me a ride... ( Read more... )

ok...so.....im such a loser...4 the first time since the beginning of freshman year....im a loner at lunch...it fucking sux ass...i have nowhere 2 go...so i came 2 the school library like a dumbass...i feel like and idiot wit all the nerds and retardz in here...fuck!!!!! im not having a good life right now...i need help...i've cried myself 2 sleep ( Read more... )

So yea....haveent updated in a while so...thought t6his might b a good time 2 do it....im just here at Arielz house (hehe...i love her) just chillin....waitin 4 her 2 cook the fucking pizza rollz cuz im HUNGRY!!!!! so....yea.....i wonder if crystal or miki still read this....lol....wha eva!! so....how is everybody? better than me i hope...im ( Read more... )

so yea....im so fucing bored right now....im at the library...lol...being a nerd!!!!! ha wha eva!! so yea...nothing new going on...gabby and evette still hate my bf....i love him...and i should follow my heart....right?....well...idk...so...yea bye!!!!!!

ok...well yea...im still in Cali!! putin up wit my retard family....lol....so...yea...what have all my friendz been doin this fine spring break? im doin ok....lol...like u care...lol.....I NEED A VOYEUR SHOW....lol...n-e who...can u tell im bored....like really really hardcore mega bored!!!!!!!!!!!! so....i guess i'll go 2 disneyland now.....LATEZ

Yo whats up yo!!!!!!!!!!!! so....like yea im in like Cali and im like so bugging out!!!!! ha jk.....y the fuck would i talk like that...but 4 realz i am in Cali...we're goin 2 disney lant in a couple of hourz....but...yea....it sux...cuz...i left witout talking 2 joey....and...i dont think he likes me....but....idk...i really do like him so i hope ( Read more... )