ok so yea......i did a line this morning and i was FUCKING wired the whole day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shit!!!!! its all gone now....but this morning.....SHIT!!!!!!! lmao!!!!!!! wooo...ok...well...school was so boring!!!!!!!!!!!! i tried 2 sleep...but...yea...ya know....kinda hard!!! so....WOOO I HAVE A BF NOW!!!!!!! joe moreno!!!!!!! i ( Read more... )

not haveing a great day....i feel horrible

ok so yesterday we went 2 the TASTE OF CHAOS!!!!!!!! woooo it kicked total major ass!!!!!! we saw so many ppl there..we saw fonz...martin..gno...bobbie...dave....and a whole bunch of ppl that i used 2 go 2 school wit...plus all the kick ass bandz that played!!!!!! and this guy jacob...who i used 2 go 2 school wit....he got a poster autographed by ( Read more... )

Valentinez day is really gonna sux 4 me this year...yea....i sound pathetic...but...i dont like being alone....ugh....n-e who...my mom is being a bitch like alwayz...she wont buy me my ticket 4 NIN...cuz its on a school night....what a stupid bitch...i wish she would just die...shes old as fuck...idk y shes still alive...lol...so....yea...THIS SUX

FINALY! lol...so yea....i got invited 2 a party 2day...but....i dont really wanna go...hehe...so im just gonna chill at home...BUT!!! 2morrow...Ariel is having a party at the bowling alley!!!!!! woooooo!!! hehe....iits gonna b so fun!!!! hehe...so...i guess thats it....lol...so....BYE BYE!!!

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking ( Read more... )

ok so...yesterday we went 2 a house party...it was rather stupid...lol...so...we got there...and we were just standing there talking 2 dave...and idk who said it...but someone was like "oh watch this party get raided"...lol...so....a few minutes later...the fucking cops show up...lol...so we were like...oh whatever...and we went inside and sat down ( Read more... )

Noctem Aeternus...indeed. So it was written. So this place has become for me. Has madness truly come to take me? And if I already be mad, how would I be able to know it? And when will this accursed laughter cease? But wait. It has stopped. And now instead...What is this? Behind my chamber wall, I hear scraping...clawing which resonates as if ( Read more... )

ok...a couple of entries back...i said i was turning emo...but now...im just confused...i dont really know what i want 2 be...i mean...i just want 2 be me...i dont want 2 be "clasified" by what music i listen 2...or what i do 2 myself...i mean...its fucking bull shit 2 be called "emo" if u cut urself...self mutilation is comforting 2 me....and...it ( Read more... )

woo!!! what up ppl?!?!? well 2day was pretty fun! me evette and gabby went ice skating...but pinche evette didnt want 2 skate so me and gabbs just kept going back and fourth...so i c this guy skating all "pro" and i told gabby...hey theres the pro...he heard me..and hes like "who?me?" and im like yea lol....so....we go back out on the ice and i c ( Read more... )