モスラ

[twiin]

I don’t even know where to start.

Under my skin is broken glass and exposed wire.

My home has never felt so empty. I go to sleep expecting her to jump up on me at any moment, and I wake up thinking I’ll see her in the kitchen when I go upstairs.

I have lost my beloved little Mothra and there isn’t anything to be done about it.

…

There is so much

Comments

[dextra]

i'm sorry that you and those around you are having a rough time of it.
i'm happy that you're still here.
hugs.

[queencallipygos]

You're grieving. You're allowed to hurt even though amazing things are happening. Society subtly makes us feel like the loss of a pet is somehow "lesser" than the loss of another human being, but those of us who actually have lost a pet know that no, it's not. (Zach died four years ago and I still have a framed photo of him up on the wall near what was his favorite corner of the house - right in the middle of the hallway, where he could be most in the way - and sometimes I still get misty-eyed thinking about the little putz.)

[tigger_jay]

I'm sorry to hear Jairus. Completely off subject... you look fantastic!

[hyperallergina]

I'm ok, I'm not ok.
I wish I had advice or encouragement or wise words for you. Sadly, I can only offer empathy. :(
On a side note, You really made the most of your epic transformer car weekend and I really appreciated seeing the effort you put in to being the most awesome. Keep on killing it.

[keyframe]

I hope you are being patient with yourself while you mourn for Mothra, and remember to take really good care of yourself. I suggest lots of vegetables on those pizzas, good sleep and sunshine. I look forward to seeing the photos you share and blog posts you write in the coming weeks.