i came up with a new prayer recently ( Read more... )

i wish i knew why my family refuses to put dishes into the dishwasher, especially overnight.
i suspect there's something they're not telling me, and that worries me.

in just under an hour i'll be getting floyd out of bed so that he can put the first of the pupil-dilating eyedrops into my eyes.
then another round half an hour later.
then i'm off to be injected with fluorescent dye for a photo shoot of my eyes. to make it tolerable, i think i'm going to be thinking of this:

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and yeah, i actually am kind of ( Read more... )

(translation: sweet or sour! aka what the german kids say instead of trick or treat ( Read more... )

hubby's away, i get discarded by a long-time friend, and am feeling fragile ( Read more... )

not planning on sharing this with any other social media. just cuz ( Read more... )

i'm starting to cull my livejournal friends again ( Read more... )

today there have been two concepts working their way across my facebook pages and my consciousness, and i need to sort out how i feel about them ( Read more... )

i use this journal to work through a lot of feelings and thoughts and lay myself out pretty bare. quite often after seeing things in print, i realize how unreasonable they are. or i think about how much (or how little) something bothers me and whether it's worth discussing or investigating further. i only invite a very few people i think i can ( Read more... )

knowing how easy it is for convicted pedophiles and sex offenders to have accounts on fetlife and okcupid, it is really making me reconsider being on those sites.