so yeah... feelin a tad crazy cause im dealing with stuff i put off dealing with. ok. stopping being ambiguous. stephen and i broke up  a week ago tuesday, the day before school started. i put off dealing with the hurt because i simply didnt have time for it. it all hit me on sunday. i couldnt do anything but lie there and cry. i was so emo; i was ( Read more... )

i HATES pch and school hasnt even started yets!!!!!!!!!! GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! help............? stills hasta finnish (and start ap us)..... have 16/50 math problems i cant do (yet? i dunno, too tired...) haves 50 dr. wend ?s and 248 pages they cover to look forward to tomarro. but stephen comes home tomarro. that makes it all much much better ( Read more... )

guess who's comming home friday?!?!?! STEPHEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i hafta go to this party......... so i get to spend maybe an hour with him that day. grrrrrr. then its 4 days til he leaves for college. fuck.i dont no what to feel. elation that hes comming home or depression that he's leaving, for good. w/e ( Read more... )

just got back from class board meeting. depressed. no one talked to me. except zarwell. thank u mr. zarwell. i swear i did try to be social too.

ok, anyone who doesnt want to read about me pining away for sven, dont read the following. just some friendly advice. i just need to get some of this off my chest.

i miss him so much. he hasnt even been gone a week. i get choked up and tears in my eyes when i think that he's leaving. wen he gets back, we have about 4 days together. i cant fit ( Read more... )

yeah, even tho its winter, i wish i was there. not to say that i havnt had a great last few days. even today, a down day, i got to read my new book (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hoorah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) and not my THREE school books (erm... yeah, well...). Lean seems to be having a good time which makes me glad ( Read more... )

hahahahahahaha. some of u will remember this, some of you are yet to see it. This is an excerpt from an AP Euro paper I turned in to Doc Smith. an EXACT, quoted, excerpt. can u imagine what doc's face looked like as he skim-ed it?

do enjoy:

Louis XIV excluded higher nobility from his counsel. This limited the amount of bureaucrats in the ( Read more... )

very, enitrely saddened at the prospect that i have less than 20 days left to spend with sven. and then its completely over. we'll still be friends (really really good friends), but nothing (not even a smidgeon(sp??)) more. v.v T_T ( Read more... )

torrential downpour-r-us ( Read more... )

tiz the season,   SUMMER ( Read more... )