so i just got back from getting my results from my ADD test that i took last month. it wasn't a suprise when i heard for his mouth that i do indeed have ADD (and some ADHD) along with something else but i forgot what it's called--my mom isn't stupid, she knew all along.. but to hear that just how bad i had it is what shook me up. i didn't think i ( Read more... )

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so today i missed my 1st class. i haven't been able to sleep at all lately.. and it really sucks. i fell asleep around 1 am this morning..and woke up an hour later wide awake. i layed in bed for 3 1/2 hours until falling back asleep.. woke up again at 630am and then woke up at 930am when my mom called. i hate not being able to fall asleep when i ( Read more... )

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who dropped weight and can fit back into a size 2-3?? um, that'd be me!!!!!!!! :)

not working for a week has really thrown me out of my financial comfort zone. i have had a constant income from working so much and now i don't.. and i've done a lot of shopping & i also got a new camera.. i guess it's just he fact that i purchased all this stuff when i wasn't working this past week. i have no idea.. but i'm glad i'm babysitting ( Read more... )

so i'm pretty sure i've been making up for my sleep deprivation these past few days :) the earliest i've woken up is noon. i guess putting in 28 hours at work in 3 days gets to you.. and the fact that serving in the morning and supervising/managing at night doesn't mix too well (causes extreme exhaustion). i've really been slacking a lot so far and ( Read more... )

today was the worst day ever.. right before i left for work i found out that my cousin jay [who has been over in iraq for almost a year for the second time] was injured in line of combat. i've kept him in my prayers that he stay safe and it was a complete shot through the heart; i guess it's true-- you don't really understand the full affect of ( Read more... )

so i guess i lied when i said i was going to take a break from this hah.
today is ash wednesday.. and that means today i'm suppossed to be fasting. i've never done it before but i figured i mine as well try.. i'm 19-- i can't use the excuse that i'm a kid anymore hah. (and that didn't work with mom anyways hah ( Read more... )

last night i went out to see scott play at boars nest; it was a fun time :] i didn't get much sleep last night.. and i hope it won't make me drag at work. i was suppossed to work morning shift today but my GM called and asked me if i could work tonight instead. i said yes because you make a lot, a lot more money than afternoon shifts. i also work ( Read more... )