It just sucks when life catches up to you. Especially when you were just barely sneaking through the cracks to keep ahead of it. Maybe I rushed into all my decisions. Certainly, had I put more time into evaluating what I wanted to do with my life, this court case would not have happened. But I was so reluctant to give up on the acting and singing ( Read more... )

 Hmm, haven't posted in a while ( Read more... )

Mad world still is one of my favorite songs ever.

I think I am afraid that if I get to where I want to be,
I won't know what to do anymore,
and I will totally have lost my security blanket.
Then I will have to face my problems.

But this sucks.
Catch. 22.
But not really.

 Tomorrow I go back to my mother's house after getting kicked out (or did I just leave?) and I feel completely unprepared. I don't want to talk about it when I get back here. I don't want to keep admitting that everything is not alright. November first is just so far away. I hate thinking about this. I hate thinking right now at all ( Read more... )

 And I will learn, and learn, and learn and learn.

Until I know everything, 
and can't believe anyone.

I think the best part about loving Lucas ( Read more... )

 Maybe eating isn't for me, and I should start wearing makeup every day.
I could work out so much I'd disappear.
I want to be skinny.
I want to be skinny.
It hurts. I should be over this.
I'm not.
I want it...

 From the moment I knew ( Read more... )

 I am pretty sure I love this song.
And diet coke.

And knowing that every penny I have been saving brings me closer to Ireland.

That feels good pretty good.
Eeee, this song makes me happy.

Also, if you are looking for a good, easy read I suggest the Guardians of Ga'Hoole series by Kathryn Lasky.
Bet you can't read just one.

 My family drives me absolutely crazy ( Read more... )