Is this what growing up feels like?

[twinklecandy]

Last night I made one of the most mature decisions I think I have ever made. I know it was the right decision, so why is a part of me still kicking myself for it? As Tali said, at least I'm not kicking myself for making the wrong decision because that would be even more painful. The thing is, I'm not sure it would have been painful at all. It would

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[dreamsinrainbow]

Hope is scary really, yet good. Right things are odd creatures and don't function in logical ways. I really want to say something brilliant and comforting that makes something click into place for you... but I'm not sure what that would be, so I'll be giving you a hug the next time I see you.

[petalswirls]

my thoughts (which may or may not appeal to you):

control is the safe and comforting illusory alternative to peace of mind.
don't cheat yourself out of the real thing by succumbing to fear that is a result of habit.
the right thing is most often the least self-gratifying, but it makes for a better life.

above all though: i hope things go well.

[twinklecandy]

thank you both, I'm slowly getting used to this feeling.