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i'm starting this one up again

_ohjane_

i hate january.
something's going on tonight.
i don't really know what.
all i want to do is smoke up.

i got a blood test today and a tazmanian devil bandaid ( Read more... )

Can't you see what you've done to my heart
And soul?
This is a wasteland now

i'm tired, and irratated and my face itches and i don't want to go to school tommorow and i'm unconfortably full and i'm frustrated because i havn't been kissed since new years. my head hurts.

i thought i was loved
what a fool i was

more and more, its becoming so that the only time i feel happy is when i'm high,...
yesterday we met up with andre and a bunch of others and i got my phone back, but the whole incident was awkward cause we were so messed up. and i feel a little bad because i never properly thanked andre... but not that bad ( Read more... )

we're back there and the heartbreak yeah it hit me pretty hard

so livejournal was down for a while, how distressing.

there was a buildup of events but i don't feel like talking about it now.

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