So, I've taken a hiatus from guys. Everything went to hell a couple weeks ago, and I finally said, enough is enough. I am meditating, and this huge stress has been lifted off my shoulders. I've thrown myself into decorating my crazy little apartment, and just recooperating. It's been fantastic. I'm starting to get antsy though, it's been awhile ( Read more... )

Lol, so I'm coming back to this old lil' journal, time and time again. I have utterly out did myself these days, I can't elaborate, but let's just say, that I have topped myself this time in crazy stunts. Uggh. Don't think I'm excited about this, it just starts to cement my craziness more than I would like to awknowlege ( Read more... )

Mm, I'm sitting at work. It's fantastic...other things on my mind. Want to be sitting on a beach...somewhere ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I know it's been a long time since I've updated this. Usually, I just write on myspace, but I like that not everyone and their mom has my livejournal address, and can't get to it as easily. Makes me feel that I don't have to talk in crypt or censor out everything so that people won't flip the fuck out. *Breathes a Sigh of Relief* Life has ( Read more... )

Lol, the quarter is over!! Ahh, wonderful...though I'm still seriously recovering from that last crazy week. Jesus. So now to look forward, my work Christmas party on Thursday. I have the cutest dress, but I need to find something to go over it, or I may just end up wearing another dress if it doesn't work. Damn. I definitely DON'T want to do that ( Read more... )

And as I take my final bow, was there ever any doubt ( Read more... )

Yes, so what a week, what a weekend. It was slightly relaxing, I mean I got the apartment cleaned and all that. It's just weird, I've been talking to people I haven't spoken to in years, and it just creeps me out slightly. Lol. Plus I watched High Tension with Caroline and now I've completely freaked myself out for a long, long period of time. ( Read more... )

So however you want to swing it, this girl is officially single. See the men run away in horror (side note: why is it that guys find you less appealing once you become single, but hound like dogs when you're in a relationship?) Anyways, this is good in a bittersweet way, I need to be on my own and figuring my shit out, but it was nice having ( Read more... )

There are some points in my life where I think that I have crazy sociopathic tendencies genetically given to me from my father. I feel like right now those tendencies are showing themselves. I can't really explain what I mean...but I just am trying to keep myself in check, and it is becoming harder and harder every day. I don't know if that means I ( Read more... )

Jesus, so I've been sick like ALL week and it all culminated last night at 11:30pm in a torrent of puke, right as Kelly showed up...it fucking sucked. So now, I'm at work on a Saturday trying to make up my hours because my life sucks and I need to money to pay bills so I can't just say fuck it. But, there was one good thing about the week. We had ( Read more... )