ya know, there's like a day and a half left of 2009 and how foolish of me to think i would get out without a few final fuck-yous.

this year has completely sucked. i'm so sick of life and how it works out.

whoa it's been a while ( Read more... )

i'm thinking of starting a blog where i review movies that i watch on chiller. my friend last night told me that i should, and i kinda think it's a good idea. thoughts?

ugh

GOD i am a loser. i don't do anything. i work all the time and make no money, therefore i can't go out. and the friends i have here are pretty lame for the most part. and even if i do hang out, they want to go out, which i can't do.

i'm basically miserable. lonely. and homesick. fuck everything.

i miss home.

new york isn't it.

feeling much better.

update: all i do is work now and have no time for a real life with friends, and socializing. i don't even really get to see ernie except to sleep. and i'm probably never going to get to come home again, like, ever. i really thought having any job would solve all my financial problems, but i was very wrong. i work two jobs non-stop and still don't ( Read more... )

well it seems as though my prayers have finally been answered ( Read more... )

i'm sick of my life.

changes welcome.