christmas makes me really happy ( Read more... )

i have a second interview at BMI.

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and I should be hearing back from those other places I interviewed at (the dermatology place and the studio) this week.

I really want the studio job. But I'll settle for working at BMI, if possible. we'll see.

anybody else a tad anxious for today's results?

what. the. fuck.

i need halloween plans, and i need them now. i have an awesome costume idea and i don't know if i will remember it for another year. it's a secret. i will not tell you what it is.

the special foot lotion i use, because my feet are disgustingly dry, is amazing. however i put it on at night and when i get up in the morning it makes me slip and slide on the rug in my room. yes, slip and slide ON A RUG. it's kinda cool, but kinda dangerous. today i definitely fell down. and a lot all alone. haha

rejection is taking it's toll on me.

am i really that unhireable for everything? are there really that many people who are better than me? what the fuck!

i don't know what to do. fuck my god damn life.

i got that 'daily conditioning treatment', ya know the crap in the peach little container right by the cashier at cvs, for my hella chapped lips that i obtained from my lame ass cold that i am battling. healed those bad boys in a matter or 12 hours. i'm very impressed and gracious for it. anyway, i put some more on just cuz i like the cooling ( Read more... )

ok, i'm over it ( Read more... )

i woke up to rejection.

i didn't get the job at sony.

big surprise.

fuck it.

watching the news makes me feel like everything is hopeless and nothing in the world will ever get better.

so, i'm quitting. [watching the news]