well tyler houlden<<---ryansz best friend told me thursday niqht that ryan was cheatinq on me and i believed him which i shouldn`t have, but he made it sound like he actually was..and i mean i don`t know i`m fuckinq retarded. well i kinda over-reacted and now me and ryan are no lonqer qoinq out <<-- by that i can assure you that ryan wasn`t ( Read more... )

"The Truth"

Do you intentionally hurt me,
by saying shit that kills me inside,
or just think that it doesn`t hurt me,
well whatever because yes it does hurt me;
We used to be friends,
that told eachother everything and anything,
we used to cry together,
and laugh together,
how i just hate to think about you;
No when i look back,
you were so nice then,
but now ( Read more... )

::_**_:: Basics ::_**_ ( Read more... )

Haha friday & saturday niqht i slept over kiana`sz crib... it was so effinq funny she has a karoake machine and we were rappinq to loose yourself! haha it was hillarious i rapped for katie and my boyfriendsz little sister Sabryna but i don`t think they liked me and kiana`sz rapping. Katie told us we should keep our day jobsz, soundsz like somethinq ( Read more... )

As we grow up, we learn that the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend and you might even fall in love with them. You'll blame a ( Read more... )

so tired of beinq just Jaci, i want to be someone who is taken seriously not just jokinqly, i am sick and tired of everyone yellinq at me for no qod damn reason when i have done nothinq but be loyal to them, and yeah no don`t try and tell me that everythinq is qoinq to be okay because thatsz a bunch of bull shit because no everythinq is not qoinq ( Read more... )

okay, what would you do if your boy friend who livesz in a different town then you tellsz you that when you qo to your friendsz house down the street you would see him, and you remind him like so many timesz and you made sure you told him at least a week in advance? well i don`t know but ryan said he would be there but slept over tylersz house ( Read more... )

I want a boy ( Read more... )

Well last niqht i was up untill about 2:15 am then i like fell asleep writinq a poem, which i didn`t qet to finish, and that i need to finish so i can show katie, i don`t know if she will like it but i mean she`s not supposed to like everythinq... Riqht? Well the poem is about Ryan, haha but shh don`t tell him lol and then me and my mom qot into ( Read more... )

today damn was it qay, i qot yelled at for not doinq anythinq around outside, so i ended up havinq to snowplow, and shovel! GAYHAHAY! haha then i was supposed to wake up at 10 this morninq to talk to ryan online and haha i didn`t qet up till about 11:30 whoopsz a little late haha oh well, i was supposed to qo snowboardinq today, but of course i`m ( Read more... )