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[twinkleyed]

I'm not okay, i'm not okay, I'm not okay!
I keep trying. I try to hold my head up, I try not to let this get to me, but it's too much.

100--------126

God. I feel like I can't breathe. I feel like my throat is closing up. I hate this.

i looked at my weight on a bmi calculater and I'm normal. 18.5 to 24.9 is normal....I am a 23. Almost at the top of

Comments

[jessicastrix]

don't be so hard on yourself, doll. just restrict.

[blackdublinski]

being healthy is difficult to achieve, I know it's hard but try and look at this as a positive thing, your body is probably thanking you for it

[sunnybeaches85]

ahhhh. i know:/. are you 5'4" because i'm pretty high up on the weight chart too, and i'm also 126-128. my sophomore year, my low was 102.

i hate how this happened! i worry constantly about what people think when they look at my huge weight change...

i hope you stay strong though...and realize being thin is not about "hard work." that's being healthy, and i hope you acheive it one day:)

*hugs*

[twinkleyed]

I am actually 5'2 1/4 to be exact.lol. I'm really short and i know that contrbutes ( to my thighs especially) but i hate it. I can't seem to think logically about it, i'll go through the bmi calculator and try every different weight i can think of...it makes you think short girls should be so think and tiny but i am naturally curvy with hips and an ass. grrr.