its second period again and im trying to get my shit together so i can graduate. its very lame and most likely i should be at school doing something instead of sitting here eating broccoli. i not qutie sure why im eating broccoli but whatever. so anyway im not at school. im tooling around here on the internet, reading a dear friends blog. she is ( Read more... )

so today and actually yesterday i began thinking. oh no, right. well... there are three things on my mind all completly unrealated but oh well. first do you think people hang around with other people just to feel better about themselves. do you have a certain friend who you know looks worse than you or is more obnoxious than you and you like them ( Read more... )

you know what fine. dont talk to me, you know you were wrong. im not going to talk to you anyway. i dont want to. you were both completly out of line. you always do that though i dont know why i was surprised. always telling me one thing then the next second, literally second changing your mind. you put me in more danger than ever by forcing me to ( Read more... )

im extremely bored today. i just got back from colorado and i wish i never left. i am mad because everything i write is shit right now and i dont want it to be. i dont have any thoughts i wish to voice right now and i feel pretty void. very empty. i want to write but i have nothing to say. people are annoying me. im watching steven colbert and i ( Read more... )

hmm sigh hmm.im so bored and ive been cock blocked again. why do i always get cock blocked, i dont want to be cock blocked. im sick of it. ok so here we go story time. i have a massive, maybe crush on this guy who seemingly has no interest in me, except that he stares at me alot which is way cool because i want him. anyhow off topic, every single ( Read more... )

ahh fuck ive done it again. ahhh im a loser, so there are many reasons i hate myspace. the most rightnow is that i am in contact with the boy that somehow makes me so fucking uncomfortable and werid and jealous and whory and everything i dont want to be. but at the same time i want him. i have no fathomable reason why i keep going back to this guy ( Read more... )

im a pathological liar. i dont know why but i am i know it ive come to terms w/ it and im pretty sure i'm ok w/ it. i just hope nobody else figures it out. yay

ok so im beginning to think im the only sincere person in this godforsaken place. im the only person who when they say there gonna do something does it and i dont think about whats in it for me ever. i try to make as many people happy as i possibly can and it all gets thrown back in my face. for instance i spent all night w/ fucking Edward Caufield ( Read more... )

so yes the whole date thing really sucked. ok one all we did was watch movies and makeout two i didnt want to make out w/ him that early. and 3 he was being extremly awkd. i hated that he put me in that position b/c he was like ok we have nothing in common and then he was liek oh i like you so much but there was nothign else for me to do but kiss ( Read more... )