Boy was I a pessimistic complainer. It's sometimes fun to go back and read about past things you've thought about. However, not when you want to forget about it. I'll delete them if I ever figure out how, but if I can't I'll just ignore them. I don't think many people still use this site but hey I might as well comment on my life every once in a ( Read more... )

Well my Christmas was ok. Better than I expected it to be, however, I wish it could have been better. It was hard with the whole .. splitting up christmas thing....... where I had to go for christmas eve, and day, etc. My dad isn't doing good anymore.... and that does all these things to me : aggravates me, saddens me, pisses me off, makes me think ( Read more... )

So Christmas is in a few days and I'm kind of excited for our family get togethers and stuff. It's just going to be relaly ackward because of my mom and dad :/ one or the other is going to be missing from either dinner. So that's just going to have to be something that I am going to have to deal with. I miss my cousins. I haven't seen them in so ( Read more... )

GOSH I FREAKING HATE STRESS! OOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH! I can't even have one week of being content. One week! It gets so annoying and tedious but it doesn't go away. I have sooooo many things on my mind it's not even cool and they all climb on top of each other to succeed in the downfall of me. They like make this ungodly feeling in my stomach that feels ( Read more... )

So Friday after school I went over to Katie's house to hang out with and stuff before we went to cafe night. We went to church street for dinner and I got wings and carrots... mmmm it was yummy. Then Britt picked us up for cafe night and we were way early even though the doors were supposed to open at like 630. They didn't until like 10 after 7. oh ( Read more... )

SOOO this whole past week and this new one so far has been very very stressful and frankly I am sick of it. I try not to be a baby and let it go and not let it affect me. However, that doesn't seem to work. When I try and rid my mind of one of the things... another one just pops back in it so there isn't much point to that. I don't sleep, I don't ( Read more... )

So Friday I taught Erica and then went over to Linz's with Leila. We ended up making a slip and slide out of whipped cream and chocolate syrup. In our clothes. It was a blast. I won't tell it all. I don't feel like explaining it all. Saturday I went to the Mall with Lola and my awesome Joe and just walked around for a while and got donatos for ( Read more... )

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GOD so my mom fricken put a securtiy blocker thing on my computer because she aparantly thinks I do bad things with the computer. REAL GAY. I couldn't get on this website, any lyrics, band websites, pretty much everything besides barbie. And then she couldn't remember her password. SO the stupid thing wouldn't go away and you had to know the ( Read more... )

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