I am a sad girl who can never seem to do anything right. I try to make others lives happier but lately all I can do is fuck things up. Leaving town may sound like a good idea but I just don’t have the heart to leave everyone behind. Maybe the family… wait I cant leave Arby. I really just cant leave my friends here and no me. Having no family ( Read more... )

My days have been long and boring and I still don’t know why she left. Sitting in d-hall having to make up 15 hours cuz I just don’t want to go to school. They will not allow me to get my v.o.e. and I can’t drive. Maybe it is for the better cuz I think when I get it will not want to go at all. Always going to want to do things with the guys. They ( Read more... )

okay, so..... i just got back from austin and it is 1:40 in the morning. i have school tomorrow but if i were to go to bed now i would never be able to go to wake up. i als had to drive home from austin because the mother of mine drank so beer and was super tired so i was like sure i will drive...but she was like can you drive with it being late ( Read more... )

The days are getting longer and the seeping has been forgotten about. Stopping to see the pretty things. As someone once told me “If you don't look at everything then you will never see the real you”. The party life has been fun. I have gotten three A’s and I am failing English II with a 67. That is the cost of not doing the opposite of what any ( Read more... )

Man, I realize that I am dating James but, I am completely in love with Jeremy. It took this long for me to like him. We’ve already talked and he admitted that he's liked me since we have met. Wow, that’s a long time. I think ill go out with him. That would be so totally awesome. Man, Emo and Jeremy were dating when he liked me. That’s sucks for ( Read more... )

Man I am so happy!

How can I tell her and for starters how can I tell my father about the ticket that I got on July 1st. Hint… did I mention that I didn’t ask him to use the car. Well I would have but he is in California on vacation while I watch the house and I can’t get a hold of him. Oh yes and I still have a permit and so that means… that… well I don’t know what ( Read more... )

So this is will be my last entry for a while... if I can’t get to a computer. I will be in Austin till some time near the end of July. And so you all should call me when I am there at 512-243-2379 if not that number call my mom here 281-367-7790 and ask for the # of the house I am staying at. She will give it to you....hint hint wink wink.... "I ( Read more... )

Uhhhh... My life is pretty colors, blooming flowers, and rainbows in the sky. Everything you have always wanted it to be ( Read more... )

I thought that everyone should know that..."I rather have Michael over the drum stick any day"
Okay so everyone that was with me that night thought it would be so funny to say that so… knowing me… I did and it was so funny that he started to blush.