I know that you were upset when you wrote this, but that is really messed up that you would say things like that. After everything I've ever said or done for you, after I have confided in you and loved you above anything else in the world, you backstab me like that. Talk about trust and what's happening with Karina. Look what you're doing to your own family. Instead of getting upset about this comment, maybe you should think about it.
chill with your bullshit. you know i mean mom and dad. and the rest of the family. you have the same feelings, so dont go crying and whining about shit all the time jackie. grow up.then maybe youll see what i mean when i try to talk.
Grow up? It's funny, Ali, because you wouldn't know my level of my maturity since you don't attempt to get to know me. You never really have, now that I think about it.
... And you'd better believe that I think about "it" all of the time, so don't even try to make come-backs with my own material. In this case, it doesn't work both ways.
Its me, karina, i have a few things to tell u. First of all i never said that the college lifestyle wasnt for me, dont put words in my mouth. I said that the lifestyle we were living wasnt for me so dont get confused. Second of all, if u were my friend and u loved me so much and w.e. u would support me, but since u r so selfish and u always want things your way u cant understand it. I didnt pretend u too anyways since u r so inmature, n jackie is so right, the one that needs to grow up is you, not her. U havent realized a lot of shit yet, i just hope u do soon. And just everything shows me your level of maturity, i dont consider myself completely mature n shit but deff more than u dude cuz u need to start thinking. And dont worry, i dont want to have anything to do with u neither, just cuz the way u acted.
if you could only live ONE day of the past week ive been through, or see the shit other people have to go through- you would never say what you just said. but then again, you dont know..so you woudlnt know not to say that. you were the closest person to me, and then you call me and say ali i have to tell u that im not coming to tampa nexxt year bc you didnt like the lifestyle we were living? indirectly you are saying that chanell and I are not living good lives that have a potential future. we grew up differently from you, which is fine. you came into college and you became friends w/ me, AND moved in w/ me, KNOWING how i do. when y ou are in tampa you are strong willed person with a good head on y our shoulders and you know what you want and youll get it. but when you go home, your parents and friends who have a complete difff.lifestyle then you,chanell, or any of us have in tampa, then you start to doubt yourself. and thats not the karina i knew. ive felt sick and even did get sick the past few days..ever since you told me..my mom
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Ok. U still don’t understand though ali, I never meant to hurt you cuz if anything u were the last person I wanna hurt cuz I do care about you. This decision was made by me, karina, no else had anything to do with it, not even my friends from here, not my family, no one, it was all me, I swear cuz u know I don’t listen to anyone but me. U know we werent living good lifes, I dunno about u or chanell, but for me, that is not life. That’s is not what I want it life, I dunno if that’s what u want or if it has a potential future ali but for me it doesn’t have a potential future. And yeah I moved in with you knowing how u do cuz I accepted u the way u r cuz I don’t judge, I might not agree, but I don’t judge, u know what u want, u do what u want, I can only be there to give u advice. Like u said, when I came to tampa I WAS a strong willed person with a good head on my shoulders, and that’s exactly who I am, I know what I want now, I didn’t before, cuz I dunno I was just experiencing new things which I did learn from them, a lot. I learn a
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I like the way i live my life. the things i do each and everyday that are crazy or what not are the things that make me smile and have fun. i also have things going for me becaues i go to school and someday will have something. your trying to grow up and justify yourself way too quickly. theres nothing to be talked about and t heres nothing i need to change. I DID do something with my life this past year at school- i met you and a whole bunch of other ppl i had a blast w/..plus i got some credits done and am STARTING my life. it doesnt have to be perfect now. i mean what do you think life is supposed to be? what society expects it to be? working an 8am-5pm shift everyday? being a good person everday to those same people who will DICK you the fuck over one day? ..maybe thats you. but not me. As long as I have something going for me, im going to have as much fun as possible. we just have different views on life..its not that i dont understand you,i do.i just dont want to live the way you are starting to be. it was awesome being "buddy
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oh and, i did enjoy, i dont regret anything i did or live, if anything i learn from it, but then again, U WOULDNT UNDERSTAND and it sucks cuz i really wish u could.
and then just think: what’s a life that hasn’t been truly lived? we’re kids. we’re allowed to be crazy, stupid, fucked up, in moderation of course. but live. one day, karina, you might just look in the mirror and see a face that has aged twenty years but with no trace of memories you might recall as blissful. and i’m not telling you to live like ali, become ali. ali fucks up. and then again, we all do
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A good judge of character? She must not have judged herself or you yet. I don't really know if Ali has this "sparkle" you speak of, she is constantly saying how she is upset and depressed...not much of a sparkle there my friend. As a matter of fact, I don't know if I would ever want to be like her when she is 50 years old...she will probably be dead doing the things she does now. And as for your 3.9...congrats...but guess what! There are plenty of serial killers who have graduated from top end universities...how wise are they? how wise are you stoner? If you girls think that making mistakes has brought you to this great understanding of life...then why not let Karina "fuck up". Although hypocrites, I don't believe she is...
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maybe you should should think about it.
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... And you'd better believe that I think about "it" all of the time, so don't even try to make come-backs with my own material. In this case, it doesn't work both ways.
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