Well today is day 4 that i havent talked to eric. This shit is so hard. I want to call him so much, i woke up this morning and wished he was there with me to kiss me and say goodmorning beautiful ( Read more... )

Well...i havent talked to eric all day. I have been wanting to call him all day, but i know i shouldnt..so i dont ( Read more... )

Thank god, i made it through valentines day. With the recent break up of me and eric..it was just tooo much last night. So, I went to bed at like 9:30. Sad right? But hey whatever helped me get through the day ( Read more... )

Well i havent written in here in god knows how long so i decided to write just a short little thing while eric is out side smoking ( Read more... )

so i just got back from buying some jeans bought one pair with the money from the books and then i got acouple other pairs with the money that i get for the month 200 to spend. then i went to target and got some photo albums for my photos ..and on my way back in the car i started crying ( Read more... )

In just a couple of hours i am going to be leaving for peru ( Read more... )

i am taking marlon back

i know i shouldnt

but i am lonley..

i know horrible reason..

but dont worry when he hurts me again i wont complain to anyone cause i know it's gonna happen, its just a matter of time.

but atleast i will feel something, instead of nothing.

i was gonna starting writing about the year and stuff..but i think im gonna wait until tomorrow..dont know why..but i have a feeling its going to take me awhile. haha ( Read more... )

i feel obligated to right this ( Read more... )

well today was the last day of classes thank god ( Read more... )