Yesterday I had a lot of fun. Went over to Anna's house and chilled. When we got bored of chillin we walked to Stoner Park. I bet you'll never guess what we did there. Your right we sat and talked! Then after about an hour of that we walked back to Anna's house. I felt like suck a dork cuz I passed out on her floor at about 10. Then this ( Read more... )

To the boyz who luv their girlz ( Read more... )

....... because my boyfriend is FINALLY home. He got home at like 4 in the morning and I was really happy that he decided not to call me. But he did call me later that morning =)  Now I just can't wait to see him

Well I'm hella depressed and feel like cuttin.  But I made a promise to myself and a couple of friends that I wouldn't do it anymore.  Man this going to be hard for me to stop.  It was the only way I could release how I was feeling.  Well wish me luck cuz I know I'm going to need it.

Well this weekend I went down to  Fresno to see my gramma.  I was really happy that I got to see her but also sad at the same time.   It was really weird to see her like that when at the end of April or May she looked perfectly fine.  I broke down and  cried  because I couldn't stand to see her the way she is.  Man this hella sux. I mean really bad ( Read more... )

Well I guess you can say things are going alright now. My b/f comes home in like 2 weeks =) and my sister comes home in 4 days!  But on the heavier side my grandma isn't getting better.  I really don't know what to do.  One of my friends told me that I should go and spend some time with her. I mean I want to but there is a small part that doesn't ( Read more... )

Death is all that surrrounds her

She sees her take her last breath

She goes numb.

She thinks this can't be happening to her.

Everything around her moves slowly, likes it's a dream.

Even though she was by her side she didn't say good bye

She didn't want it to be final,  she didn't think it was real

She can't cope with what just happened.

But she ( Read more... )

Well last night I found out that my grandma has cancer. It's spread through out her body. The doctors said she has like 2-3 months left to live but we're thinking maybe like1-2 months. I don't know what to do. I mean she lives all the way in Fresno, so it's not that easy for us to see her. So yea I'm hella freaking out. So yea. I love you all. Buh

I thought this was the sweetest thing I've ever read.  It's part of an email from my boyfriend.

Please don´t be sad.  I am going to be home soon and it will all be ok.  I am having a good time and you should be having fun in America too.  I miss you and i have plans for us when i get back, don´t worry.

Just in case you're a little confused my ( Read more... )

MMMMMM icecream is s0o0o0 yummy it makes me happy. *does happy dance*