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to depressed to put it into words but I'll try
me and cy had another BIG fight. it was so bad that he almost broke up with me. it was over what we always fight about... MY PARENTS. It's always over the same stuff. Like how they treat me and going through my bank account and shit like that. I mean I'm 21 fucking years old let me fucking act like it. i think they treat me like that cuz of the ( Read more... ) -
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I will never be good enough for you
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stupid fucking meds >.
I hate the meds they have me on for my back. I hate the way they make me feel. I feel all deressed and crap but I need to take em to help with the pain in my back. *sigh* Well on the plus side I got to see Cy today!! So that made me feel tons bette :D
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I don't want to be like this anymore
I hate the way he is makeing me feel. He doesn't know how I'm feeling cuz I keep it all inside. Things just don't feel the same anymore. I can tell that things have totally changed. I'm scared to say something, sacred that he will end it all. I just want things to be how they were. I'm so confused. I'm crying out for help can't anyone hear me ( Read more... ) -
What my Birthdate means
Your Birthdate: November 2
Your birth on the 2nd day of the month adds a degree of emotion, sensitivity, and intuition to your life ( Read more... ) -
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Sometimes the person you least expect to stab you in the back, is the one that stabs the hardest! -
emoness
I don't know why but I hella feel like crying. I said this while I was on the phone with my boyfriend and he called me emo. Then he told his friend andrew that his girlfriend was emo. but then again he was stoned so yea....
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Well today really sucked. This morning my mom tells me that my gramma passed away @ like 1:40 this morning. Then I did something which I prolly shouldn't have done I drank and I hella freaked out. Note to self: Never drink again!!!! I mean to me it's not worth it. So I don't think I'll be doing it anytime soon. I think I've learned my ( Read more... ) -
Job Interview
Today I have a job interview. I mean don't get me wrong I'm really excited but also really nervous at the same time. Well wish me luck!!!!!!!! I'll let y'all know how I do! -
This hella sux
Well I just got a phone call from my dad. He went down to see my gramma. I asked how she was doing and he told me that all she wants to do is stay in bed. I can't believe that she was sitting in her rockin chair just last weekend. I just can't believe that in only a week she has gotten so bad. I just hope I get to see her one last time.