I used to have a fanbase. I wonder where they went.

It's disgusting how much you still affect me.

The first random commenter, that's where the IP was based out of. The second one, Georgia. I'm done with it, I'm not worried about who's commenting on this anymore. I have a pretty good idea, and I honestly don't care. The mystery and whimsical fancy of the unknown has faded, and, well... it's like waking up to a fat chick after a night of binge ( Read more... )

It seems every girl i'm very interested in, or even more so, in love with, wants nothing to do with me. I'm forgotten and cast aside for other men. What the fuck is wrong with me...

Tacos, beer, an ice storm, and my office manager grabbed my testicles. Merry Christmas!

Waning autumn sunlight, filtering down through the drifting leaves. As they fall, my thoughts are pulled towards things I've managed to push out of my head for months at a time. I don't know why, but it's irritating. I hate not having questions answered, and nothing but questions fill my head ( Read more... )

Plain and simple. I lie every single day. To others. To myself. To everyone. I've built this lie, with my own two hands, and a skillful tongue. And I've done it for quite awhile. When I was younger, I maintained a facade of wayward aloofness, dark, mysterious. I refined it as I got older, from teenage angst to more of a world worn agony. Oh so much ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning, with a missed call and a new voicemail from my dad. The VM being him asking me to call him back. I did, he didn't pick up. I'm almost certain it is pertaining to my attitude last night to my brother and mother both, as per the conditions of the house. Example: the fact that I didn't eat yesterday, for the fact that the ( Read more... )

who were you, and what did you want.

so i dont know. is that anything new, honestly? i don't think so. i'm not sure if the choices i have made in the past week have been what i want, or what i think i want, what my body wants, or if it's just me acting out because of the fact that everything has been so fucking monotonous for so long and i just wanted to change and be lazy and have NO ( Read more... )