It really really sucks when you come to the harsh realization that you can't trust a single soul in this world. People who you thought, or convinced yourself, that you could trust, then turn around and essentially place the knife in your back, and then call everyone you know mutally, to twist it. and it sucks. and i'm really really hurt. and I ( Read more... )

so this is becoming friends only, not that i write in it alllll that much, but apparently someone GOOGLED my name and found some entries and I just never realized how assessible this was, so I'm marking it FRIENDS ONLY.

ok. so i don't wear make up. and my sister does. ok so my sister is beautiful and gorgeous. alright. that's fine. i get it. i'm hurt that you'd point that out in front of everyone. sry if all that i like to wear is cover up and the occasional eyeliner and lipstick/gloss. but ok. whatever. i'm over it.

my god do i hate girls... and sometimes i try really really really hard to give them a chance, but they never fail to prove me right. that girls are fucking evil ass bitches ( Read more... )

well I feel like I haven't updated in forever.  but I've just been living life, instead of writing it lately lol.

school has been going ok.  I don't mind most of my classes, so that's good.  and although my education class is horrible, I'm really really enjoying being out in the field and in the classroom.  I was dreading it this semester ( Read more... )

"We got more bounce in california then all of yours combined. We got more bounce in california like to party all the time!"

me and my friends joke that sometimes we feel like there are cameras following us around and recording us because honestly, sometimes it feels like we're on Laguna Beach. Some of the drama, situations, etc. of our lives tend ( Read more... )

ugh, i don't want to go.

i'm tired.  i don't feel that great.  i just don't feel like wasting the energy to be bitchy towards you.  i just don't want to go.

all that stupid doctor does is run me around in circles and circles having me dig up the same shit every week.  sorry sir, but i already paid 2 other doctors to deal with those problems.  ( Read more... )

so i feel like, um... shit.  yup!, that's it.  i feel like shit.  between it being that time, plus starting the pill, plus my new vitamins, plus me being on the "pineapple-orange juice" diet for the next two days.... it just isn't a friendly combination.

apparently no one reads this anymore.  but i guess that's what happens when the people who used ( Read more... )

college has been pretty easy.  i'm pretty much on top of or ahead of all my work.  and yet, i'm managing to go out almost every night.  and it's amazing.

so i spend almost every night atleast visiting willy p, and usually going to a diner.  cuz that's all we do.  we just diner.  (yea, i've turned it into a verb-- to diner (v.): the act of sitting ( Read more... )

the strangest thing happened at my school yesterday.  i wasn't there when it happened, but it sure as hell affected me this morning.

so some preppy kid in his fancy car had those neon light things under his car.  as he pulls into the parking lot, everyone is like "Your car is on FIRE! Your car is on FIRE! GET OUT!".

so the idiot pulls into a ( Read more... )