theres a bitch in my school named lucy.... shes a fucking ugly ass pimplie nasty cum catching stuid whore i fucking hate her so much i want her to burn i want her to shut the fuck up about issues she isnt involved in. she fucking smells like fucking tuna.... i have her next hour and i can smell her all the way from my seat on the other side of the ( Read more... )

ive come to the realization that the woman i love just doesnt want me anymore.... well i know she wants me cause she tells me but sadly not to the extent i want her.... shes willing to stop everything for nothing and i would cut off my arm before i give up. So im not done...i will pursue even if it is in nothing.... i will keep calling until she ( Read more... )

i was mad at america for certain things so im mostly raving so here it is Against America ( Read more... )

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gwhen i feel like my belifes are being judged as close minded i will argue. maybe seem like defending and maybe it is. no matter if you mean me in particular. because i have many friends who i feel they are talking about. but to me its worth defending. tell a very christian person at ur school that christian people are close minded and see if an ( Read more... )

i remember what i dreamed about, the full thing was about me killing someone. i stabed them with scissors in the stomach he was still moving so i went for his heart. i could feel it peirce through the layers. first his skin then his ribs then his heart, and it gushed blood when i took em out.y i did it is still kinda fuzzy, i think michelle asked ( Read more... )

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i accept full responsibility for the wrong actions i did. i called the woman i love a bitch. I am sorry. my reasons for doing so was i was high and emotional. i felt my veiws didnt even have a chance and i said bitch because she told me so many times she was. that doesnt make it her falt. it was the first thing that poped into my head. Im sorry. i ( Read more... )

i woke up and took a shower now im less i stand un-towered i looked in the mirror and saw her name and as a single tear ran down my cheek i knew it would be there as long as i loved her, forever

im sure certain people dont want to hear from me now so my words will go unseen, i just want to write out of spite for who i used to be, im not ben anymore im just a whore just a bore just a floor walk on me and see what i have all day long seen, myself lying naked stripped and dead everywhere i look just me with a bloody hook in hand so i stare ( Read more... )