im sure less are reading this they will be a miss i cant change what i did i cant just get rid i cant destroy my emotions there is no magic potions, im dead now back to the shell i used to be, my fears of abandonment are here to stay everyone will go away they all die or kill a part of me. love is so evil so im dead filled with dread im dead to my ( Read more... )

im seriously emotional right now so im going to just write and i should start poetry ( Read more... )

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i got drunk, high, got to see my baby, fight an ass who was pissing me off, and pass out.... ahhh great times i was soooo drunk i had a great time i love my baby MICHELLE IF YOU ARE READING THIS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH well ill talk to you guys later today im feeling lost ( Read more... )

im a dumbass. my friends were burning an american flag which is all good you know down DOWN WITH AMERICA and all that crap.well anyone who is angered by the previous statement of mine should get a kick out of this the flag went up in flames and almost caught the roof on fire, me the heroic and quick thinking ben grabs it to throw it down off the ( Read more... )

i had a great day... i did nothing... but the reason it was so great was yesterday valentines day with my girlfriend was great we had so much fun i wont get into the details but lets just say its juicy... i love you baby ill talk to you later buh bye babe

today is valenitines day...ahh another courperate scam by halmark....ohh well im celebrateing it...hey at least its not sweetest day..thats some shit!!...well i know my gf is gonna read this and i want to say to her i know you dont like the word forever because its trown around to much but i will love you forever because i bealieve that when you ( Read more... )

i love my girlfriend so much...beyound compare...but somtimes it feels like im constantly at fault and im just trying not to be.. so ill try to figure out what to do but seince im an idiot i say the wrong thing, which puts me at fault...i cant say certain things like gay or things which you know wouldnt be that big a deal cause its not like im a ( Read more... )

omg what the fuck is up with people...appearently i had sex in school??? with one of my friends...sure wish i knew about this sooner... one where the fuck would i do it with her IN SCHOOL!!! two i have a girlfriend and three and most important my sister who loves my girlfriend goes to my school so romors need to be stoped pronto cause this shit is ( Read more... )

i went to school today with cuts and scratches all over me my somach my neck and my back. this is from my loving girlfriend dont get me wrong i loved that part. but lorin at my school saw and i knew she had a crush on me... i told her the truth and i knew i had to but its just i never wanted to hurt her cause shes so nice. i saw her crying after my ( Read more... )