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Excerpts from "Of A Summer"

I sometimes think I have messed my life up. I think about this all the time. I have doubts even though it hurts to say that its true. I have no idea how I would have done anything differently. I think of this all the time and cant come up with anything. 
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So today was the last day.

Last night Zsariel came and picked me up and went to Monerrays for the last time.
Carlos wasnt there, thank god.
Josh came and ate with us.
I was driving and it started to pour and ice or whatever.
We went and saw Demancho.
I dropped Josh off at his house.
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Tell her now while she’s still here
Tell her while you still feel brave
Don’t even think about it
Don’t try to figure it out
Your hearts a liar
But you should listen anyway
Tell her you love her
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Due to recent situations arising (and under the advice of Boo Boo) this journal has now become


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